I lost my cool the other day. I'm usually a really laid back guy, slow to anger and to speak, which is why this out burst surprised me. I just found out that I had been lied to. Not in the little way, but in that painful, grasping your stomach choking on words and furiously blinking way. I've been lied to before, call it a family tradition, but this just completely caught me off guard. Thats when the evil Tim popped his head up and let the world know. I'm ashamed that I let my aggression out in such a careless manner. I completely ripped into the person, and even though I know it wasn't the right way to do it, I still felt like they deserved it. I feel bad, yet not bad, if that makes any sense. I'm not sure what to do anymore. For awhile there I thought I had some stuff figured out. Should I apologize, even though I don't feel they deserve it? I mean, should I feel justified or ashamed?