my experiences as I question my faith
Over the past several weeks I have experienced crumbling in my foundation of belief. To put it simply almost everything in my life over the past four years has been a lie to keep people at a distance. I thought I knew that if they got too close they wouldn't like the real me and I would lose them. It hit me a short while ago that if i held friends at a distance there was really nothing to lose. so now I am rebuilding the foundation of my life and hoping that it will not crumble over on my head. With the friend that has stuck it out with me and my father helping me I should be able to stand firmly again.
If anyone out there has experience something similar any help would be greatly appreciated. Since my faith is so shaky, I would appreciate prayers too. I'm not sure how much good they'll do but anything would help. I have had enough of keeping relationships at a distance.
In need of prayers and support
Sincerely yours, Tim Lyons